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    Michel D   The first step on the path to well-being

    26.8.03 -  08:44

     
    I don't go to therapy to find out if I'm a freak
    I go and I find the one and only answer every week
    And it's just me and all the memories to follow
    Down any course that fits within a fifty minute hour
    And we fathom all the mysteries, explicit and inherent
    When I hit a rut, she says to try the other parent
    And she's so kind, I think she wants to tell me something,
    But she knows that its much better if I get it for myself...

    And she says

    What do you hear in these sounds?
    What do you hear in these sounds?

    I say I hear a doubt, with the voice of true believing
    And the promises to stay, and the footsteps that are leaving
    And she says "Oh," I say, "What?" she says, "Exactly,"
    I say, "What, you think I'm angry
    Does that mean you think I'm angry?"
    She says "Look, you come here every week
    With jigsaw pieces of your past
    Its all on little soundbytes and voices out of photographs
    And that's all yours, that's the guide, that's the map
    So tell me, where does the arrow point to?
    Who invented roses?"
    and...

    What do you hear in these sounds?
    What do you hear in these sounds?

    And when I talk about therapy, I know what people think
    That it only makes you selfish and in love with your shrink
    But oh how I loved everybody else
    When I finally got to talk so much about myself...

    And I wake up and I ask myself what state I'm in
    And I say well I'm lucky, 'cause I am like East Berlin
    I had this wall and what I knew of the free world
    Was that I could see their fireworks
    And I could hear their radio
    And I thought that if we met, I would only start confessing
    And they'd know that I was scared
    They'd would know that I was guessing
    But the wall came down and there they stood before me
    With their stumbling and their mumbling
    And their calling out just like me, and...

    The stories that nobody hears, and...

    I collect these sounds in my ears, and...

    That's what I hear in these sounds, and...

    That's what I hear in these,

    That's what I hear in these sounds.

    What Do You Hear in These Sounds
    Dar Williams
    End of the Summer

    Well I have taken my first step on the road to sound mental health. I began therapy today... Depression is a beastly thing.
     

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