intermission what's the point? i mean really, what is the point? is this proof that i'm not cut out to be a designer? once school is out for the summer i don't think about it? that's a pretty lousy work ethic. where are my thoughts, my ideas, my re-creation of the design aesthetic? in real life there is no summer. in fact that will probably be when i'm the busiest. this cannot stand. this should be when i'm at a pinnacle of creativity and production... and yet i can't even muster the drive to clean my house. i've lived here for almost a year, and there are things i've yet to unpack... pathetic. i am now on sabbatical for on indeterminate period of time. i must rethink this.