Will I ever be important or influential enough that Robert Mapplethorpe would have wanted to photograph me. Or Jonathan Larson would have wanted to collaborate with me. Or even inflential people who are still alive. Would They Might Be Giants, Jim Carroll, Hunter S. Thompson, Suzan-Lori Parks, David Fincher, Ze Frank, Chuck Palahniuk, Robert Wilson... or anyone at all for that matter... collaborate or even associate with me... I'm not looking to be some famous somebody though, just an artist/designer with rich ideas... I want to usher in a new wave of theatre design aesthetic... or will I just be doing the same thing as everyone else... Will other artists and designers seek out my collaboration... or will they just seek out avoidance