I wonder what I have done that has driven everyone away... I know people are still showing up, due to my broken counter and oddly temperamental referrer list... but I guess I'm just writing nonsensical drivel. Really though, it's not the drivel that people respond to, it's the bitchy rants. But I don't want to be that guy. I don't want to be the person that's only worthy of talking to (or talking down, as the case may be) when I'm angry. It's almost been a week since anyone has taken any time to just nod in my direction. Just suddenly all of the responses trickled down to nothing. I feel like the blog pariah. I guess, why does it even matter what others think of my work here... or me in general. Quite frankly it doesn't at all... but I guess I just figured that since this is the only forum whereas one can keep up with me every day, people would... I don't know... keep up with me. I don't need my ego stroked. I don't need your opinion to validate my worth. I just need to know that my friends out there still care, or are busy and wanted to let me know that they are as busy or busier than I. I enjoy doing this every day (even when I forget to post and thusly miss a day)... I guess what I'm saying is that I don't want this to become a rarely updated thing. I think weird thoughts, I want them written out so they don't swim forever in my head. Hello. Is there anybody in there? Just nod if you can hear me. Is there anyone home?